current location: mosinee, WI
current activity: a multitude of things...uploading random music, facebooking, blogging, chillin with Mama Metro in the Metropulos kitchen, and oh playing Farmville.
i haven't written a blog in a long while. oops. anyways.
today, for the first time in a long time i have felt that little tinge of happiness and the feeling that everything will be ok. maybe for some reason the combination of my current activities are helping to cheer me up but anyways,
it has been so long since i have felt that it almost feels strange. this unfamiliar feeling that has for so long eluded me.
while the past year of life has served as a number of adjectives, the list too long to write here probably, i have come to decide one thing (however obvious this may be...)
life is full of lessons. some we learn the hard way and some come easily to us (duh). i have also come to learn that people come and go in your life. although it seems very odd to me that some people are only in your life for a short time, they can teach you more about yourself than you ever imagined.
we can grow so much as people that sometimes looking back we dont even notice how different we have truly become. it is not that i find myself at this crossroads. the person i was even six months ago is radically different than i ever could have dreamed. while sometimes i wonder if its a 'for the better' change, it appears to me that any point in your life that makes you change or realize more about yourself has to be 'for the better' in someway, right?
i dunno how i got off onto such a weird tangent, but i find myself on one of those nights where you finally just let out that huge breath you have been holding in for so long. i cant wait til ellie gets home from work and we get to catch up on our lives. even though we are apart sometimes it feels like no time has passed. you gotta love it when you have friends like that.
anyways
i am not watching the movie temple grandon with mama Metro. it is a good night
exhaling,
annie em.
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